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Sunday, November 20, 2005

6:36 PM

CocOk SaNa CocOk Sini..

PeKik SaNa PeKik SiNi..

NGoMel SaNa NGoMel SinI..

ketok SAna KEtoK Sini...

Patah ALik.. Pusing BlakaNg..

JenGok JEngok..

Lama SUngguh noh tak cakar ni blog.. asyik berperap kat camp.. ada duty.. tak pun malas nak update.. bukan ape.. maklumla.. tyme raya gini gini otak sotz bin dot je.. orang kuar raya kita kene duk rumah.. kene pergi camp alik... walaupun umur nak cecah zaman dinosaur tuanye, tetap nak raya jugak... kekeke.... wat a 2 wks i had... the day of first day raya still linger... whr i hav to book in dat nite where pple were visiting each others places.. raya all that... den dat fateful saturday whr all the plans were cancel..den the following sat whr i had to do my sentry duty for 24 hours.. a bloody shag n irrtating affair.. stay up for 24 hours n roaming aroun police academy wif a 20 cm baton n a half dead communication set.. halfway thru it.. jus shut it off cos its been switching on n off on tis own.. the hands of Pa was in me n 7 other irritating buggers... all were a moron.. kekeke....

A sImple line.. simple note... that was it.. a simple msg... a simple end... its okay... Was told will get back to me.. a week pass... still no msg.. no call no notin.. A fateful start.. an exciting journey.. I wont say much.. do as u wish... i came wif a pure mind.. pure sincerity.. no turning back.. No Stabbing around. No SayiNg NOtin.. No Hurtin No one.. No PlaYing ArouNd.. Wat I Did was In ThE Name Of SIncerity n HoneSty.. No IntentioN of DamaGing Or TeaRing Off SomeOne's LiFe or reputation.. We HumaN BeiNg did Made MistAke n as a saying goes.. "LeArN FrOm Ur MisTaKe".. A SImple QUeStion ask to Justify the Cause.. Trying To gEt to Bottom OF dis.. U WenT awAy WIf A SileNCe.. Its OKay.. LooK at Me AS SUmone Whum U hate .. WHum U DeSpise.. Life HAv To Go on.. Thanx For Da Memories... A FreND Is Always A frend.. A Friend in NEed Is A FriEnd Indeed.. WIsh U Best N in DA future.. in ur studies n life.. To SUm up dis... " A ToucH Cud ChANge SumOnes LiFe.. TrEasUre Ur LoveD oNes.. U MIghT NOt Noe WHen They MeaNt SO Much To U..Till They WEnt AwaY fRom Ur LIfe..".. Wish U n Ur guy n FAmily.. A Hepi N joyous Future.. N SeLamAt HAri RAya .. MAaf Zahir dan Batin. N oso SIncere Apologies From My HEart.. Take Care... To sUmoNe.. Whum I called .. " LiL"

Hah !.. Back to ma Life..A Month a a wk pass in ns.. crapping around.. getting to noe my bunk mates better... their inner side... their honesty.. everybody begin to open up... quarelling here n there.. But Soon Ease off.. Trying to venture in the name adulthood... many things we face together... as for me.. days pass... trying to tink hard what i did for the pass 20 yrs.. many mistake i made.. my sins.. my bad wrongdoings... its passed... what is now is present.. use the best of it.. My teen yrs are cuming to an over... damn i mIss it... my skooling days.. my ite days ... my adventure club.. my passion.... a great one i had.. Had a WOndeful dinner at pizza hut wif alzrin n partner,fadlie n partner,hafiz n partner,nadzri n partner.. n me?... being the gigantic lAmp for the day.. yes im alone... but was great... Paying half the share... kekeke..Its a Small world indeed.. getting to noe his frend is my frend.. her frend my old frend.. his,his frend my long lost fren.. my fren.. her old skulmate.. Wah piang.. were reali shock when get to noe we all were related.. gosh...

DAh Tue Pun Nak BErAya..

Ni La battAlion Odact Ku.. Yang TerSelit Kat Tepi tu bukanla temanita ku.. teapi saya punya Blood Sista..

DAh BuAng TeBiat

KekEnyangan Ayam..

MukA SeMue CAm PoPiah BAsi.. Dah Tak LArat..

Had A wonderful n memorable outing yesterday 19 Nov 2005.. Odact BerAYa 05'.. A wk of planning... Calling over 10 companies for a bus.. bagero sood... all the prices went up dis raya.. melayu ngan melayu pun nak charge mahal.. ada yang charge cam nak p kl.. p biskot mary tul.. in da end.. got dis bus.. was quite reasonable.. but last yr's was more up den dis yr.. attendace were ok .. arnd 20-25 peepz.. but many drop out halfway.. tinggal la berape kerat je... tapi takpe yang penting njoy... A wk of planning n the day pass by veri fast.. was pondering about my odact.. near to 3 yrs we been together.. many thing we went thru.. ups n down.. even when we all were out of skul.. we still keep in touch. will dis bond stay as it is?.. Will we still keep in contact after 5 or 7 yrs down the road?.. onli god noes.. Insyallah..

Today iS Sunday.. wat day iS iT? the day i will b booking in... haiz... n dis wk i will be returning on sat.. im having my exams dis cuming saturday.. mepek kan.. orang masuk ns.. ni masuk ns ada exam.. stress habis... otak ni dah lama tak berfungsi.. ada je short circuit bila buat exam nanti... last raya outing nxt sat wif da montfortians.. a last for dis yr.. even though its not been a great affair dis yr.. but yes i did njoy myself..LooKing ForWaRd To The NExt RamdHan..

Going to pack my beg now... timecheck :6.20.. pas maghrib going out... haiyah.. sleepy sleepy..

Take Care TO U ALl...Dun Take DrUgs..

To yatiJah.. Bout UR attchment.. be patient bout it.. insyallah nanti dapatnye...

To Amoi... " Life Is A GAme.. We GamBle.. SUmymes we win,sumtymes we lose"..

Quote:"CuBit Peha KaNan,Kiri TeRasa"

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

10:16 PM

SaLam EiduLfItri MaAf ZaHir & BatIn

RamaDan BerLalu.. SyawAl KinI TiBa..

Khas BuaT SeMue..

To All MusliMs..MahupUn YAng Puasa Atau Tidak.. Yang Lurus Ke tak.. yang pernah ku buat salah kepada ke tidak.. yang pernah ku menyakit kan hati.. pernah kebas makan ke.. pernah seret jalan 20 km.. jalan naik fort canning sampai seram ke.. kene tipu ada orang "stare" ke.. kene bubble ke..ape ape la... kene kacau ngan uncle mabuk dalam bus ke... pernah rogol orang ke... on behalf of them n on me... Saya menyusun 20 jari termasuk jari jemari kaki skali...ingin memohon maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki.. Halalkan makan minum saya.. mahupun semue ada halal cert.. kalau ada hutang duit ke hutang budi ke... tulis je dalam buku 555.. nanti tuntut je.. hehe.... to all my peepz out there... mention a few.. Lil'Ati,tinoot,sepet,ah moi, YaTi Jah, n those clementi peepz,odact peepz,ite tampines,hpe, n all existing human beings out there.. once again SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...

Wah wah wah... been a long tyme since updating this harta karun .. dah berhabuk pun.. many things happen.. been up n down.. in camp outside camp.. going in going out... DEEPARAYA mood.... veri sian... honestly to tell u... i was xcited to be in police when i first got enlisted.. as tyme pass by... its still been a bit of passion inside me.. but when come to raya.. it all vanished.. to me Raya is the most precious moment for the gatherings of family,kuzzins.. After a month of fasting... syawal tiba... puas hati bila puasa sebulan.. menahan azab kat dalam.. dengan mana nye budak budak minum air slumber je.. yang makan cake dalam bunk... tapi tink back.. its a cobaan yang tak terhingga.. sabar je.. dis yr its reali a painful yr for me... tink back a yr ago... last raya it was a chaotic affair.. back then i was in ite.. was reali looking forward to raya.. in class planning all the outings.. nak katakan raya sebulan mahu mahu nak dekat 20 kali kuar raya.. member ajak trus gi.. but dis yr a major change.. most of ma pple.. either in camp, working, atau tak dah bertunang.. dah besar semue.. onli avalable on weekends.. n the preparation for dis yr stakat ala kadar je.. beli baju raya je.. 2 sets... ok la... tu pun ok gak ah.. brooch aji sponsor... tapi aji ramai peminat dia sponsor... brooch la,jam la.. mintak ape je confirm peminat dia bagi.. banget si.. tapi takpe tu tak penting.. yang penting enjoy hepi tyme raya.. dapat tengok muka sipulan sipulan yang tertentu pun da jadi..

Da countdown begins...oh yah b4 fogot.. did went out wif the montfortians peepz the last wk of puasa.. 14 yrs n still going strong... been toking bout life.. cracking up jokes... went back late at nite.. hmm... looking forward to dis 12th wif them..

Booking in on sunday... book out mon evening.. went in on tues nite.. booking out on wed afternoon... booking in on THURSDAY nite.!.. yes its HARI RAYA... n booking out on fri evening... aint its reali mengakal?.. like mepek kan.. pistol betul.. biskut mary mentega kemperet!.. ada orang first day jalan raya kita kene masuk camp.. sampai sana satu officer elayu pun tkda.. yelah holiday pe!.. kite sengsara kat dalam.. ape beza kasi kita off on fri.. blergh!.. went out to grandma's place in afternun.. den wait for my families to arrived at my hous.. janji nye pas zohor... samapi nak kul 6.. sabar je... tot of jus staying home... like later kelam kabut.. tapi tak nak miss out the chance.. bawak la uniform ngan boot skali go my uncle hous kat pasir ris... n to complete my routine of first day raya.. supposedly hav to complete 2 to 3 more hous.. tapi apakan daya... dari pasir ris dengan penuh sayu nye naik cab dari pasir ris ke P.A....haiz..

Reach camp.. semue slumber je.. ada bwk kuih tart.. ada bwk krepek.. malam tu semue tak tdo.. dengan hamba hamba skali tk leh tdo.. was looking forward to 2nd day.. went to nek long's,nek busu,nyayi.. n my aunts place.. 5-6 hrs..cover 4 houses.. nak balas dendam nye pasal.. sakan gile... its not bout da money.. tak mintak pun.. its jus da feel of raya which to me is important.. once a yr... n we didnt noe if nxt yr raya we will still be celebrating it or not.. its all lie in the hand of GOD.. today sat..veri boring affair.. went to nenek choa chu kang hous.. (dats wat i call her).. n was planning to go to yishun but dat nenek over there not at hm.. jadi senang dorang kata alik je.. punyala berng.. org aru smangat nak raya.. haiyah.. n now.. im rotting away at hm.. listening to 89.7 fm.. sighing myself.. watching the lampu lap lip outside my corridor.. guessing wat the other muslims out there doing.. confirm ngah gerek jalan raya kan.. tapi takpe la.. not my tyme mayb..

Tomoro another day.. a day of boredom.. only nite tyme going stadium.. tu pun terpakse nye case.. mon morning will b booking in.. another wk in there.. near to a month oredi im in there.. 2 months more to go.. onli looking forward to this 2 outings on the 12 wif the montfortians n on the 19 wif ODACT pple.. the rest entahla.. tkda orang sound pape.. nak uat planning ni semue cam leceh plak.. cos sunday nak masuk camp.. nxt 2 sat da book.. tu pun kalau on da 12 tak kene duty.. doa je la.. haiz.. veri sianz my raya dis yr.. jus wanna spent it wif happiness...

Wanna go sebat my kuih raya out there now.. To those peepz.. hav fun during ur raya outings.. take care dont take drugs.. kepada mat mat yang nak kenal ngan minah minah tu.. pick up line tu biarla up sikit.. step sesat jalan ke.. tak tahu naik bus ke.. jangan nyondol je.. take care guys..

To Lil'Ati..: Selamat Hari Raya maaf Zahir & Batin.. maaf kalau buat awak tunggu lama ke.. buat awak geram tak semena ke.. buat awk frust ke.. buat awak tawaf satu geylang ke.. kalau ganggu awak tyme sahur ke.. ape ape la.. mintak maaf bnyk bnyk ye.. nanti tahun depan me buat lagi.. kekeke... N awk.. da lamaaaaaaaaaaaa tak jumpe awak.. tunang kita si siti pun tanya tanya sal awak... Die rindu awak kot.. hehe

To sepet n Tinoot :.. sudah dah masuk syawal takmu p rogol orang lagi.. gi tukar profession... jadi mak ayam... selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin...

To amoi:.. a new syawal.. a new beginning.. Start a fresh... start on a right note.. believe in urself.. as how u believe in me.. thanx for everything .. tolerating my crap... my nonsense... calling u names.. haha.. slamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin ..... DUMB!..

To Yati Jah!..: wah dah ada hp baru la.. pasal case dulu tu semue sori la.. buat yati pai dalam kerusi roda.. tipu yati ada orang stare ke.. pasal ABG mu tu ke.. pai gaduh bertekak.. melalak kat canteenn tu semue ke.. pai meje kerusi semue terbang.. pasal si "HAN" ke.. sori la.. yelah aja tak kacau lagi la.. dah lama tak jumpe.. cam rindu pulak tak menyakat.. haiyah.. takpe tapi yang penting yati kene mintak MAAF ngan aja bab yati BANYAKKKKKKKKK dosa.. jadi yati tahu aja tinggal mana kan... tak susah naik je 87.. yati tahu la mana nak turun.. old neighbourhood katakan.. hehe.. slamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin..

Quote" Ramadan berlalu,tibanya syawal.. MEraih kemenagan sebulan berpuasa..Hari Raya hari Mulia.. Hari GemBira Buat SEmua.."

Ikhlas.. Mohammed Rizal.. Aja..

SAlam EidulFitri.. Maaf Zahir DaN BatIn

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

12:36 AM

NaNg-NaAK

PrAkaNonG

Nang Naak

The Movie .. The SOng From the soundtrack... Rebirth by ANak seni.. DAmn THey were gd.. Kelana..Neng..Sdp... As xpected... Thrill.... But my grup of the day.. HAH!.. Makyong!.. jus worth my bloody 12 bucks.. Jus being amazed by their creativity.. a glance at faizal.. thats what he want.. n insyallah.. a promise from me n kebab... we will build from scratch.. We will bring up the Group.. Readt sumtin from the guestbook... By the name of "Penonton".. and as wat had been said by Kelkatu.. "setiap watak yang dicipta,ada terselit watak si penulis.. Setiap penulisan adalah cerminan keperibadian penulis tersebut".... Kudos to kelkatu.. what he say is true.. Been observing few things for the past years... some pple.. blurt out what they thought.. they were not thinking widely.. they think nside.. not outside..Pemikiran yang cetek.. look at it in a short.. not the long.. Trying to say sumtin they think that is useful.. but it turn out the other way... an advice... Ilmu tu luas... pelajari dengan mahir.. "EMpty Vessels Make the most noise".. Rest my case.. CHeers..

HAh! been a hectic week.... starting from last wed till yest.. Went for aji's P.O.P.. wah.. was hepi for him.. completed his B.M.T.. it was fast... head down to trg... been nz wif trg... Up to johor on thursday.. had a great day wif yan b bro... cracking bout the pakcik taxi.. step mana paham je.. ada dia tanya.."Singapore sebelah mana tinggal?".. yan answered.. " HOugang".. Pakcik : "o dekat bukit timah eh>?". haha...Yan answered "ak dekat sengakang sana".. Pakcik.. " OO dekat batu tujuh eh?".. What the hell... where the fish is batu tujuh?... we crack up the joke over n over again.. n he oso beencontinuously telling us that he had a hard tyme fasting... wah lau... pk kita ni sama geng ngan dia ah>?.. haha... friday had an event wif my odact peepz.. a great day i shud say.. had fun.. tons of food... at 3am... the wind was strong.. the rain was heavy.. reminds me of tsunami.. what will actuali happen is singapore being hit by tsunami..onli god noes...

P.O.P Oh!

Let's ParTy..

.. it's In DA BloOd..

Back hm at 11.. n met up wif my fren to hav lunch. n down to cc... had a simple trg.. not as though as previous.. AS there it was.. sunday.. the comp day... we did fairly well..no badut,no nonsense.. hope dis will b a stepping stone from us.. met up wtif lots n lots of pple... shanchai is there.. been a while since met her.. being noisy wif atul sepet.. n the rest haha.. a great day i shud say.. end wif a dinner at simpang bedok.. hmm... n today.. jus another normal day.. crapping at hm... thingking bout my life.. sumtimes u jus cant force sumtin dat u dun want to do or to b wif.. cos fate lies in the hand of god.. its jus been in my mind.. arghhh.. god help me..no plans for the week.. jus bunk in at hm.. trying to get the nokia QD.. any sellers?... Take care peepz..

Quote:"... WhAt Is CeRtAiN Is UnCeRtAiN..."

:..>> A FlOwEr Is BlOoMiNg<<..:

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

4:46 PM

HeLp! HeLp! HeLp!

My Bill Came... ?? >>> $$$140.00 Singapore Dollar with The late Yusof Ishak's Face on it..

Yesterday Nite.. Turn the world upside down on Che'Bon.

Dis Morning Incredibly went out to Jogging Wif an Empty Stomach.. THe outcome?.. NEARLY.. I say it again Nearly Vomitted..

The Rest of the day? Rot at hm.. WAS suppose to b at Police Academy.. Tapi apakan daya.. Postponed.. DAMN..

Sumting to Ponder About.." Asal kau ANUH die.."....."Kau Gi ANUH ni Bende"..."Kau Tolong ANUHkan tu Boleh?"

Where does the word ANUH come from?... hmmmm...... Help Help..

Quote:"........No Quote For today....."

Dis MighT B Me In FeW DayS TyMe..

...Jus loVing It...

At first I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But then I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

And I grew strong

And I learned how to get along

and so you're back

from outer space

I just walked in to find you here

with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed that stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now

'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

Did you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

Oh as long as i know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll surviveI will survive (hey-hey)

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myselfI used to cry

But now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody newI'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

and now I'm saving all my loving

for someone who's loving me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

Did you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

Oh as long as i know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

CheErs!!

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Monday, August 22, 2005

12:58 AM

A ThOuSaNd TeArS FoR us..
A ThOuSaNd ReAsOn FoR Us To B ApArT..

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